Again, it has always been a while since i wrote anything substantial on this blog. The ideas are flowing, seems that i couldn't just find the time to sit down and write it all down. Curse you youtube.
Anyway, big week coming up for me. At the end of this week i'll be going to the ladies house, along with my family also. You guessed it, chitty chatta for what would be the biggest day of our life. Big moment, i am excited, and definitely pumped :)
A lot of you might say that this might be so sudden, like who am i marrying again? Lots of you probably think this is just stranger whom i just met for a month or two and then decided to get married because the sake of it.
No mate.
If you're a woman, you might be tempted to get married with some old, cash strapped, random fat bloke you just met because you think nobody else will marry you, but im not a woman now am i?
Nor am i being pushed by time. I am not pushed by peers and parents either.
Its just me, who chose the best woman a man could only think of. A woman who inches away from being married by another person, not me.
Yet there she is, trusting me with all her believe :)
What more can you ask as a man really? a woman who truly and fully trust you. And love you as well. A woman who smiles and it felt like a warm sunshine.
I'll just say that, i am the luckiest man in the world.
Now for a brief history, me and her has actually been friend for quite a long time now. This is maybe our 3rd year that we know each other. Along the way she's one of the few lady friend that i actually got along with just fine. Mind you, my male friends are usually the crazy idiotic type like me.
She loves Muse. Which is a big freakin bonus. Im a Muse geek, to met someone else who loves Muse is just like a random occurrences. Our serials are the same as well. Big fans of How I Met Your Mother. She loves men in suits, i love wearing suits since i was a little baby.
Well not a little baby, but it was a pretty long time ago.
That was just the interest. On personality, basically im the male form of her and she is the female form of me. That's the easiest way to explain about us. We are both annoying, easily annoyed, have the tendency to be short tempered and stubborn as hell.
We both knows that both of us arent perfect. I came off a 4 years relationship, she came off a 5 years relationship. We both know the bitterness of failed relationship, and the importance of the right person to marry.
Then there we were. Standing tall.
Accepting our past.
Moving on.
Looking into the future.
Accepting whatever each other weaknesses and minus side is.
Thats what you happen when two people are about to get married right? they accept each other as who they are. Accepting each other minus side and filling it to become one true strength. Accepting each other past.
One bond.
To trust each other even before the bond is made. Marriage is not a way to measure or see the trust of the other partner. Both partner need to trust each other before marriage. Thats what people called "pacaran" are doing, right? you have to be really fucking stupid if you get married and then still looking and testing trust of your partner. Just fuckin stupid.
Excuse my language.
And here i am blabbering again. Well, let me just close this post with 3 quotes.
"I have finally seen the light, and i've finally realised. I need your love" - Muse, Madness.
Or,
"Its our last chance, to forgive ourself. And start over again" - Muse, Exogenesis part 3
and lastly, as Justin Timberlake said when he married Jessica Biel,
"It's always nice to marry your best friend"
Definitely not some random person :)
